The AB qualifier is in 9 days. I'm not optimistic about succeeding this time, but at peace with letting go... because I have a plan. If I qualify, I will CF Mon-Fri at 9am, and train AB on Tues, Thurs, Sats. If I don't make it this time, I will adhere to my coach's direction (this time), and CF Mon-Fri 9am, and run Saturday's with the MWTR team that starts next month. Either way, I've finally let go of the results and am content with my efforts. Oh, and I am POSITIVE, that if I follow that track, I will make the team by the July qualifier.
Why am I at peace? Because I know I'm doing everything within my power now. I'm eating a lot and SUPER clean. And, as of last night, finally getting enough sleep! I taped aluminum foil over my windows yesterday and slept almost 9 hours. OMG, I didn't even think that was possible. I'm so used to waking up with the sun, regardless of when I go to bed, that it was quite a surprise this am to wake up at 8am.
On a really bizarre and cool note... one of the waitresses at the restaurant I eat breakfast a couple times a week is a Chinese astrologer and she gave me a partial history and forecast this morning. Left me very optimistic for both my finances and health in 2013. Very grateful for hope. It's been a damn hard 3 years and I'm ready for the light!
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